What can I say…. today was a sad day. I’m in a coven and last tuesday we lost the high priest…and today I have to pick up the things of the coven that he keep… I was mad as hell; this is a picture that totally described me: 
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But right now, as I stare into space and take in all of what happened… I fell sad and think: damned my boyfriend was right…
It’s sadness what I feel, not because we have loose the high priest of the coven, no. It’s because I have lost something more important, I have lost my friend. Truth to be told, I don’t know if he considered me as a friend or only as a witch partner… but I did considered him my friend, and that is what it hurts the most. That and the fact that it seems that he doesn’t care at all…
He seems to be avoiding us, why? we don’t know…. If he wanted out, he could just have told us…. but no, he just avoid us. I wish he could just talk to me, if he didn’t ever considered me as a friend, fine I can live with that… If he doesn’t want to be with us, fine I can live with that too… I only want to know why….
I have nothing more to say, I’m sad, I have lost a friend
